No matter how hard I resist, the sun rises again.
We became trapped and isolated inside each other’s mind.
And in that empty mind, the only question remained in the end,
Why did this happen?
There’s a line that weren’t supposed to cross.
But each of us already crossed that line a long time ago.
And I believed that was why we’re suffering.
I always thought that life just unfair to me. Have I told you this?
But not once I blamed you or tried to rely on you.
Just this once.
Why did this happen to me?
What am I supposed to do?
If I just dissapear,
Will this strange situation finally be over?
I think, however it is, I still can’t take my old back.
Now, I can even hate your smell. Just because it smelled like my own.
My mind thought that I was like a dead body.
I couldn’t ask anything to myself that day.
I wouldn’t have gotten an answer if I asked anyway.
Because the dead don’t speak.
My mind left my dead body behind and turned away.
Ahh, yap. This is why I liked being drunk.
I can see myself fall asleep as if I was dead.
It was peaceful.
Like I was before.